Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Benefits











This intense journey has sent me many unexpected places - within myself and outside myself. I’m carrying less baggage, less weight – in body, in mind. I’ve lost 25 pounds. I am now a person who can run 18 miles all at once. I can’t quite believe that, but it’s true. Soon, I’ll be someone who can run 26.2 miles. I find I want to hang on to that ability. I don’t want to go back to the way I was before – fat, eating and drinking too much, feeling bad, not spending enough time taking care of myself.

I’ve also been able to experience the journey vicariously, through Mom and everyone in the tribe who posts, but especially through Tim. He’s in shape now and he’s started lifting weights for real. He told me that he used to lift a number of years ago, and I have always been able to see the ghost of that in his chest and back, but now – good grief, I can hardly believe what I see. It’s exciting, even a little scary. He’s begun to look cut and he’s getting BIG.

It’s a cliché, but I'll be damned if it isn’t true – we’re like a couple of kids in a candy store. It’s made me think I should drag my own weights out of the garage and I’m going to do that, tonight, and start using them. I want to keep up.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Feeling Healthy



















A bear, however hard he tries, grows tubby without exercise.
- Pooh's Little Instruction Book

Exercise ferments the humors, casts them into their proper channels, throws off redundances, and helps nature in those secret distributions, without which the body cannot subsist in its vigor, nor the soul act with cheerfulness.
- Joseph Addison

Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!
- Lewis Carroll, "Through the Looking Glass"


This is a dangerous time of the year. The weather outside is, well ... frightful. Alcohol and holiday food are everywhere. Cold and flu germs hide on every surface. As I lie in my warm little bed under my down comforter, somewhere within me resides the desire to hibernate, to conserve my energy, to store my self-heating fat.

I’m currently on schedule with my running to complete my marathon. I’m healthy right now and dang it, I refuse to get less so. Screw all potential saboteurs. I resolve to:

1. Get enough sleep.
2. Abstain from drinking alcohol.
3. Drink enough water.
4. Wear warm enough clothing when I run.
5. Get my rear-end out in the freezing cold and do my required miles.

I will do these things because I know they will keep my attitude positive. Each time I do these things, doing them again will be easier.

C'mon tribe: Do 'em with me, won't you?

Friday, December 02, 2005

Yummmm.


















A personal trainer once spake
When passing me by on the street,
Saying fat in our bodies is not
All where you can see it; a lot
Is hidden within your red meat
Like a marbled and juicy rare steak.

I thought, how delicious!
I must be nutritious!
And for me, how propitious -
I can eat all I want and not gain a pound.
I think this idea completely profound,
But my thighs both think it seditious.